red__sparowes

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 16:26:02 GMT

the_plague_year

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 00:13:08 GMT

i have a new livejournal and i'm actually going to start using it again. it's friends-only, so just comment and i will add you. thank you.

the_plague_year

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:17:43 GMT

this is the part where im supposed to be somewhere else.

when this usually happens to me i have a certain way of dealing with it.

whenever my eyes shut, i see it.
the way things should have happened.
the way i should have addressed the situation.

it's no surprise to me that __________________________________.
i guess i should have seen it coming.

i can't sleep.
i haven't eaten.
i won't.

i wish that you would be honest.

i have made a big decision regarding the rest of my life.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 02:52:46 GMT

so.
i had an interview at the new england institute of art today.
on the train ride back, there was this beautiful girl on the side of me.
as i was getting up to exit, she coughs.
i look over and she smiles at me.
i smiled back.
she waves.

i'm going to love boston.

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 01:05:08 GMT

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

you stupid fuck.

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 23:57:58 GMT

my ears will ring.

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 01:20:36 GMT

Saturday, November 11, 2006
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
The weekend may start off with a bang and then cool off gradually. You might find yourself jumping right into the action first thing in the morning, but it's difficult to sustain your high energy level throughout the day. Unfortunately, fast and sloppy thinking can produce impulsive behavior, so make sure you have a plan before you start anything new.

well that explains everything.

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 12:57:54 GMT

last night....
thank you.
"JU JU!"

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 05:36:08 GMT

"so your name's wade huh?"
"yeah."
"sweet."

that's cute.

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 19:10:56 GMT

i met an amazing person the other day.
i don't think this is going to be hard anymore.

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 19:53:01 GMT

Tuesday, November 7, 2006
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
You may benefit from what you don't say today, rather than what you do. Your physical needs are strong and could present awkward situations should you decide to go after what you want. Remember that others might not be feeling the same way. Allow them to find their own level of comfort without expecting anyone to match your current intensity.

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 21:47:32 GMT

so i went and got my tattoo estimated after school today.
i'm getting "live life" on my right wrist.
and "love life" on my left wrist.
i really don't give a fuck if you think it's stupid or not.

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 04:02:10 GMT

i was a failure for ~~halloween~~ the last few months.

what were you?

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 05:00:55 GMT

i love you.

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 03:56:50 GMT

holy shit.
best night at work ever.
i wouldn't mind if i stayed 4 extra hours.
sometimes, i love my job.

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 20:58:32 GMT

it's only 5:00, and today is amazing.

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 11:02:26 GMT

i'm already dead.

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 02:52:23 GMT

~~with you by my side, i don't think anything could go wrong.~~

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 23:57:47 GMT

so i went on a mini-tour this weekend.

here are some pictures.

me and doug were in his car and andy and kyle were in his car.
we were on our way to connecticutand got stuck in traffic.

we got to the show, and it was at a puppet house run by crack addicts.
there were marionnettes everywhere.
there were like 6 people at this show, but it turned out to be really fun. everyone drank.

after the show, we drove about a half hour further into CT with one of the bands we played with, and these girls.
we went to a place called athena diner II. i ate lettuce, i wasnt hungry. after we ate there, we went with lisa and veronica to their house, watched team america in their room, then fell asleep.
we woke up and her mom gave us cereal and coffee. we left and went to new york and stopped at a gas station in the bronx. we all bought crunk! juice.

then, the most amazing thing happened. we pulled into roxbury, new jersey. we ate at white castle.

we left white castle, and drove to pennsylvania. and by the way, pennsylvania is beautiful. you're basically driving in between mountains.

we got to montrose, pennsylvania early. we didnt have to play for a few hours. we went to the dollar store and bought useless shit. i bought a yo-yo, a recorder, a foam dart blow gun, and some mellow yellow. i stole a cup from the coffee shop and kept pouring beer in it. so i could walk around the streets, drinking and smoking. i got pretty drunk. and then i got pretty sick.

oh yeah, i forgot. we stole a puppet from the puppet house. we named him don johnson.

after the show, me and doug walked sadie and keira home. then we went to mcdonalds and everyone was there after the show. we were invited to stay at tim and donna's house, so we did. and we found out that doug is afraid of snakes.we smoked a lot of cigarettes and then went to sleep. we woke up and their mom made us eggs, bacon, and pancakes. it's so great how parents let us sleep at their house and then make us breakfast in the morning. we woke up and went back to the cafe and said our last goodbyes to some friends we made. (by the way, everyone hangs out at this cafe that we played at. its the hang out spot of montrose.) then we were on our way back home. the ride home was depressing. i didnt want to come back home.we stopped in new jersey, and ate at white castle again.and then got stuck in new york traffic.

oh yeah, in the PA area, there is a gas station called "sheetz". it is the most amazing gas station ever. they have virtual menu's at the gas pump and you order food from a touch screen menu. and you walk in, and get the food. there are no cameras. we stole so much stuff.we ordered food, then got it, then walked out with it, without paying. it was so easy.they have cigarettes there for like $2.50. they are called "jacks". they are a sheetz brand of cigarettes. they arent that bad at all. me and doug bought like 3 packs.

it's true.

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 04:38:36 GMT

i can't wait for 2:05 p.m. tomorrow.
so i can get the fuck out of here.

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 13:15:00 GMT

this hurts.
i'm so impatient.
i just want to see you.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 19:30:47 GMT

come back kylie. please.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 15:26:48 GMT

rest in peace kylie nicole rock.
i will always love you.

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 12:22:54 GMT

you make me so happy.

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 04:05:26 GMT

livejournal.
~~it's full of shit-talking cunts and tuff guys.~~
scratch that.
if you wanted people minding their own business, get the fuck off the internet.
it is a form of communication, isn't it?
the things that you know obviously are not from minding your own buisiness.
so shut the fuck up.